Microblog — small notes
apr 16, 2025
I've been a bit discouraged to write entries for my website lately because the current layout is misdirecting. I placed emphasis on the things that aren't actually that important for me and missed out the stuff that excites me. What I mean by that: I think what defines me the most is that I consider myself a modern day adventurer. Exploring my surroundings and interacting with the environment with my friends gives me a lot of meaning. Basically, I try to live in the real world RPG game. Urban exploration is one of my main interests, it started from just wandering through the old city in attempt to find something interesting, then the focus shifted to getting into abandoned places, then I started doing what I'd call "urban bouldering" — interacting with the city through climbing, and now I picked up parkour, which gave me a multitude of more ways to interact with my environment. The whole world is my playground. Being curious about my environment and physically active in fun ways is a core aspect of my life.
So how come that I have a dedicated page for dolls that I only take out of the box every few months and not for urbex, a significant part of my life? Well, it's a monstrous thing to tackle. I'd need to come up with a different layout for that page, because the general layout of my site wouldn't work for it, figure out a better way to host and embed photos and videos, structure my extensive urbex of the past into blogposts. Another problem is that I wouldn't be sharing videos of me and my friends doing impressive physical stuff for privacy reasons and just posting pics of the places wouldn't be as interesting and meaningful.
I do have a private medium for sharing my urbex that only a handful of people I know personally have access to, which is enough, and I'm not sure if I even need a stripped-down version of it on my website. But without it my website doesn't feel very personal. These aesthetics I pursue on my website are quite secondary to who I am.
mar 5, 2025 - meming in my lecture notes
this is a differential equation for explosion. drew Oppenheimer (in reference to this)
normal distribution:
feb 11, 2025
I want to share my favorite song: it's music controller by Capsule. It's that type of happy danceable music that has a subtle hint of melancholy which I really like. I recently looked up the lyrics and started loving this song even more:
Main effects include recovery from the pain and fever of love. Please read the instructions carefully before use.
Since the stimulation is a bit strong,
Beginners in love and children under 15,
Please be careful.
Listening too much isn't necessarily bad, but be mindful of addiction. Be sure to follow the prescribed dosage and usage.
If you've realized you're lovesick,
That's when the capsule comes in.
Filled with love, dreams, and sound —
Its side effect is happiness.
If your heartbreak still hasn't healed,
That's when the capsule comes in.
Let your heart ride the rhythm,
Let it sink in — the Music Controller.
When sounds are blended together, It becomes a Music Controller that works wonders for love.
The Music Controller is a capsule-shaped medicine that melts into the heart. A capsule-shaped medicine made from 0s and 1s.